You had to go and that is understood. Things just weren�t right here for you. The feeling you have given me Has left me alone, standing alone. I�m almost certain that you can see.
During your absence it has given me time To think of ways I can escape this. To run away from the pain. Nothing ever seems to work It�s almost like a never ending rain.
With you there and me here standing alone I worry for the day to come The day when we are further apart You won�t be there in the coming year, To help me through things, but you�ll be in my heart.
There is also a fear of being detached, Of being separate for so long. We have progressed through the years. The times we have shared merely brightened my day And now all I can do is shed the tears.
The hurt that I am feeling right now, I know that you can feel it inside. But I want you to remember that once it�s through, You�ll always be my big brother, Someone whom I will forever look up to. |